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A mind of her own part2

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Yes, it is great to be here on the Undeniable Truth. Things feel.... different. And the other ranger, Iruun.... he is... alive? Who is he? He's beautiful... he loves me... I feel heartbroken that I haven't been here, I am hurt I was brought here before! Alei, the fleet mistress is indeed determined. I find her very nice. I feel like I've known her for a very long time. It is almost as if we are sisters. Things feel so comfortable here... it feels suddenly lighter. But... why am I empty? Why is there some... gap in my soul? Where are my other friends? Where's Rha, and Xynre, and Enkir? Creator, tell them to come here, we will all be happy! Perhaps I would even request my father! Oh, he would love to see me marry a sweet male like Iruun!

The creators are arguing. Mine is so miserable. She misses... me being with Hades? Who is this "Auri" I keep seeing about? And if this other female was... "made" to be with Hades, why should I even be involved anymore? Does she know how peaceful things are? Alei and I are visiting sights and making scenes, going places with other allies... it is fun, beautiful and adventurous! I wish the others would see this! Iruun and I are having such a lovely time! This is what Rha and Enkir are feeling... tell them I know how it feels! It happened so fast, it was like it was planned... a better future, planned just for me! This is what I needed! Oh, now we are off to hunt down traitors and protect our selected bases... why should I worry about what those creators think? I am happy! I have Iruun, my father is now here and happy with me... it is a completely different world for me! Hurry up, Alei! Let's go!

In my adventures, there is a new ally I've encountered. A Spec-Ops from the Shadow of Truth, her name is Zahar 'Konaree. She is indeed ambitious... and has a bit of a temper. Our battle times fighting the covenant were short. But again, I felt a sisterly connection to her. I enjoyed her company and I had a feeling of knowing her for a long time. She was very strong and loyal. We've called each other "sisters of war". I do hope I will encounter her again soon; though she does not seem to appear often. For now we've parted ways for some time.
I will go on fighting for you until we meet again, Zahar. My new sister, my friend.

What does my creator want with Hades now? I was relaxing for some time... when will she realize I was taken out for a reason? It was instinct, was it not?
Fine... so now I am suddenly a ship mistress? When I... what? I left Alei's fleet? No! Why would I!? My future husband is in there! My father won't forgive me! We were all happy... is this all because of Hades? I had seen more than one life, creator. Obviously I am given rights to choose which one to live! I have rights to say where I will be happy! Are you being controlled? Threatened? Because I was created primarily and solely for Hades, I cannot change my mind? Hmm? I cannot evolve as a person? How thoughtless in the purpose of creating a character...

And now I am dealing with Gravemind...That is fine... that is just fine... I will wait until you see for yourself the day you go mad, my creator, because I can SEE you are suffering. I live in you. I AM you. You are just in denial that this may have been all wrong to begin with. You are afraid. Well, the next time you have any doubts, I will clench my teeth, and sit back and pretend nothing happened when the other creator may discover where else I have been. I won't even say a word about finding another mate if anyone has any suspicions. I simply do not care, because you do not.

Things were darker by the day. Why is my creator so happy to oblige all of this, when I know it is troubling her? Are humans that desperate for companionship, that they will cause suffering upon themselves as a price?
In the odds of it all, Hades' creator has suddenly been away for some time. I have been looking for other ways out. Many others have offered to meet me. My creator seems to be getting a lot of attention just because I am here. Some have been more interesting than others, but at least it gives me a sense of adventure, interaction and fresh air... I would call it a break, in a manner of speaking. I wonder who else may come my way?
More insight from Aem'ee Rithinee's perspective, experiencing her life as her own character.
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Hellblaze's avatar
Poor Aem'ee...this got worse for her she must return to my ship! :(